"every day seems like im living a lie"
i guess i was being ridiculous for creating this post
but what can i do?
part of me still missing you
still yearning for your touch
still craving for your hugs
still demanding to hear you laughs
still wanting to see you smlie
can't stop thinking bout you
still can't keep the pain if you ignore me
if you mad at me for silly reasons
i could never ever hate you ,
all i could is keep falling deeper for you instead..
today if we were still together , we will celebrate today
but the truth is today is the day where every memories between me and you are recalled
what can i reckless person like me do to replace you?
i try to but it doesn't work
yet it makes me wanted you more
songs i've listen lately
movies that i've watched lately
all things that i've done lately
makes nothing but remembering you
its like YOU is in everywhere anytime anyday anysecond
but the other part of me is letting you go slowly but sure
happy that you can smile even without me
i just have to figure a way out so that i could breathe without you
survive without you
*sigh*
talking about the date , this is it
the anniversary that we would celebrate if we were still together..
i just wanna say that i still love you
and yes ,
happy 4th annyversary [ and yes , i still wish i could say those words hugging and kissing you ]
:)
